Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Go hard.

So let me get this straight.
You say now you loved me all along?
What made you hesitate to tell me with words what you really felt?

i can't help but entertain these thoughts - thoughts of us together

She’s been stuck in this stereotype
of a girl who is always happy
&& never does anything wrong

I'm Wacky & I'm Messy & I Tend To Spill Things.
I Don't Always Wear The Same Color Socks
Sometimes I Laugh When I Shouldn't.
I Am Not Flawless & Sometimes I Cry Too.
Some People Call Me Crazy Or Weird & Say I'm
Not Perfect At All & They're Right, I'm Not Perfect.
But I'm Me.

because thats what people do. they leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise, you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the hell did i jump? but here i am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like i can fly... is you.

To her classmates she's...
a quiet girl with a huge smile
To her friends she's...
a funny/outgoing girl who always makes them laugh
To her best friends she's...
a dreamer girl head over heels with a guy that doesn't know
To the guy that loves her she's...
the amazing girl who makes him believe in perfection
[&] To her she's...
the only girl who will never know

What a brave little girl;
instead of adding to the drama
like everyone else, she decided
to be different & not burden the rest
of the population with her problems.
She knows that in this world,
she's going to have to save herself.

dance in the streets.
sing in the hallway.
shake it like a laffy taffy.
scream at the top of your lungs.
randomly talk to people.
eat candy until you wanna puke.
throw things at the screen at movie theaters.
make a new friend.
freak people out.
trip over nothing.
do the "mary poppin" foot thingy.
fall in mid air.
push your friends into random people.
pass notes in class.
leave notes in random people's lockers proclaiming your love for them.
fall in love with someone all over again.
hug your friends.
give "special" hugs to your "special" friends.
smack a guy across the face because you feel like it.
defend yourself.
tell your parents you're glad to have them.
be crazy.
jump high over little rocks screaming, "i can conquer anything."
just live it up.

remember when ... boys had cooties,
when friends always listened to you,
when dreams were unshattered and worries were few.
when recess was too short and life was too long.
when decisions came easily with no need to belong.
when storks delivered babies
and passions werent so strong
when friendships werent broken,
right was right and wrong was wrong.
when bad things didnt happen,
only skinned knees brought tears
and the night light quieted all our fears.
when decisions were solved by "eni, meanie, mini, mo."
when boys werent so YuCkY!
and goodbye only meant till tomorrow.
when your clothes didnt need to match a
nd real friends didnt part.
and the fun went on forever..without a broken heart

boy: do you like anyone?
girl: well ... actually, its more like love.
boy: who is it?
girl: it starts with y && ends with u
boy: funny, i like that person too ..

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